WHYY...

WHY DiD i GiVE Y0U MY NEW NUMBER. THE REAS0N WHY i CHANGED iT WAS S0 i W0ULDNT HAVE Y0U iN MY LiFE ANYM0RE. WHY DiD i ASK A QUESTi0N AB0UT S0METHiNG i KNEW W0ULD HURT ME, WHEN Y0U T0LD ME THE ANSWER. WHY D0 i KEEP MAKiN MiSTAKES. WHY D0 i KEEP ANSWERiNG Y0UR PH0NE CALLS. WHY THE FUCK AM i STiLL S0 iN L0VE WiTH Y0U AFTER Y0U USE & ABUSED ME TiLL THERE WAS N0THiNG LEFT 0F ME. N0T EVEN A SMALL PART 0F ME.

i HAD T0 RESTART. FR0M SCRATCH. i HAD T0 REALiZE WH0 i WAS. i HAD T0 REREAD THiNGS THAT i WR0TE L0NG BEF0RE. i HAD T0 REiDENTiFY MYSELF. Y0U SH0ULDNT HAVE T0 D0 THiNGS LiKE THAT. BUT i DiD BECAUSE i FELL iNT0 THE TRAP 0F Y0U. i WiSH THAT i C0ULD GET SMART & ST0P FALLiNG iNT0 THiS TRAP. i MEAN WHY... JUST WHYY... WHY CANT i GET 0UT. WHY CANT i ST0P. WHY CANT i ST0P THE TEARS, THE HURT, THE PAiN, THE EVERYTHiNG THAT HAS T0 D0 WiTH Y0U. i JUST D0NT KN0W.

Y0U CHANGED ME. Y0U MAKE ME iNT0 S0ME0NE THAT N0 0NE EVER REC0NGNiZED. N0T EVEN THE PE0PLE WH0 KNEW ME THE BEST. i HATE THAT Y0UR 0N iN & ALL 0VER MY HEART. i CAN GET Y0U 0UT N0 MATTER H0W MUCH i TRY. i CANT FiGHT iT. i'M JUST T0 WEAK WHEN iT C0MES T0 Y0U... WHY... TH0UGH...