N0 MATTER WHAT...

N0 MATTER WHAT iS SAiD D0NE T0LD. Y0U'LL ALWAYS BE A PART 0F ME. Y0U'LL ALWAYS BE iN MY HEART. Y0UR THE 0NE THAT i CAN GET 0UT'VE MY HEART N0 MATTER H0W HARD i TRiED. i JUST CANT GET Y0U 0UT. Y0UR LiKE A HUSBAND, A BABY DADDY. i D0NT WANT Y0U 0UT'VE MY LiFE. iVE HAD Y0U 0UT'VE MY LiFE F0R F0UR M0NTHS. i CANT HAVE Y0U 0UT AGAiN. i 0FTEN SiT AND W0NDER WHAT 0UR STATUS W0ULD BE AT 0UR 10 0R 20 YEAR REUNi0N. WiLL WE BE MARRiED, WiLL WE BE T0GETHER. WiLL WE JUST BE REALLY G00D FRiENDS. i D0NT KN0W 0NLY TiME WiLL TELL.

i L0VE Y0U. S0METiMES i FEEL LiKE i D0NT DESERVE T0 BE L0VED BY Y0U. 0R CARED AB0UT BY Y0U. Y0UR THE 0NE THAT i HURT S0 BAD. iT MAKES MY CRY EVERYTiME i THiNK AB0UT iT. i WiSH THAT iNSTEAD 0F BEiNG THE 0NE THAT HURT Y0U, 0R 0NE 0F THE MANY THAT HURT Y0U. i C0ULD TAKE AWAY ALL 0F Y0UR PAiN. i WiSH THAT ME SACRiFiCiNG MYSELF, MAKiNG iT THAT i SPEND THE REST 0F MY LiFE BY MYSELF. JUST ME. WiTH KN0WiNG THAT Y0U WERE HAPPiLY MARRiED. THAT Y0U FiNALLY F0UND A GiRL THAT TREATS Y0U G00D. THAT TREATS Y0U RiGHT.

T0DAY i T0LD Y0U HEARTBREAKiNG NEWS. THAT i NEVER WANTED T0 TELL Y0U, i WiSH THAT i WASNT F0RCED T0 TELL Y0U AR0UND EVERY0NE. i WiSH THAT i HAD JUST T0LD Y0U 0VER THE PH0NE THE NiGHT BEF0RE. BUT i M0STLY WiSH THAT i DiDNT HAVE T0 BE THE 0NE T0 TELL Y0U THAT. BUT i WAS. TEALE SENT ME 0UT T0 BE THE 0NE T0 TALK T0 Y0U T0 C0MF0RT Y0U. BUT THERE WASN'T i C0ULD SAY. i C0ULDN'T SAY THAT Y0UR THE BEST Y0U D0NT DESERVE A CHEATER. WELL Y0U D0 DESERVE THE BEST. BUT i CANT SAY CHEATiNG iS THE W0RSE THiNG Y0U CAN D0. THERE WERE JUST MANY THiNGS i WANT T0 SAY T0 Y0U BUT i C0ULDNT BECAUSE i DiD TH0SE THiNGS T0 Y0U. i FEEL i FAiLED AS Y0UR FRiENDS, AS Y0UR BEST FRiENDS. i FAiLED AS Y0UR RiDE 0R DiE. i D0NT KN0W... THAT'S JUST ME...